The Undesirable Art Of Codependency.
The more I think about it the more it hurts.
I don’t know where it comes from; how I was so stricken with amazement, yet now I’m left wondering where to go from here.
I think I have to put it down to my own definition of ‘perfect’, I still feel like it’s been fulfilled and am unsure if I even ever want that to change.
I’m up and down lately, and although at times I can still manage to have fun, it currently feels somewhat incomplete.
I don’t even know that this needs to be read; I just need it as a reminder of how I could feel about a certain situation to the point of physical pain.
On the up side; I see myself as lucky to have ever felt such an excitement in the first place; more than of what I ever dreamed. Ultimately I only have thanks.
